…Teacher man knew I was co-operative with my teachers, that this C.A., liked to pick on and tease me… so he used those factors to get rid of that particular student. He came to me and told me any time C did anything that bothered me to tell him. Well, I did. And it wasn't until C.A. was expelled, that I discovered the teacher was using my complaints to suspend and eventually expell him. (a plot I paid for socially, later on)
inner struggles
When you're pretty sure the whole world just tolerates you, and one of the people you see most often says ,"We always love that you come back. You're pretty good company." That's the Facebook status I was going to put up a couple days ago. But I couldn't. It's true, that happened, but I can't quite process it. I hear things all the time, from honest, sincere people who I believe love me and mean what they say, but I am damaged. And even though I have come so very far, sometimes I fear that damage may be permanent. I honestly don't remember compliments from anyone as a child. I remember being the only child in many situations, left to entertain myself while adults had their meetings or fellowship in the next room, often forgetting I was there. I remember being the last one chosen for teams at school. I remember my grandmother saying, "nobody really cares.", I remember talking with classmates in Jr.High, having a third person come al...
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